Kaki gue keseleo, lima-anak-tangga berhasil gue lewatin. Sakit. Parah. Gak. Kuat. Kaki. Berasa. Kaki. Gajah. Sampe. Gak. Bisa bedain mata kaki sendiri-_-

Semua gara-gara JP sama Putri.
DAN YAK. MEREKA JADIAN.
Semalam sebelumnya gue berdoa "semoga jp bs lebih berani mengungkapkan perasaannya ya Tuhan"
Dan besok paginya, JP nembak:') finally yaaaa
TURUT SENANG yea guys <:-)

({fifth})

Bosen teramat sangat. Nyesel bolos hari ini :-((

Aaahh kangen. Ananda. Alexander. Emmanuel. Orah:(

The fifth,im fallin' in love again at the second time mihihi<3
"Happy 6th Monthversary DINDA"
--' duh kok 6 sih?kan baru 5.
"hehe iya kan maunya lama2 terus sama kamu"<-- alesan
It starts from when i want to break up on us, till your friends ask me about that "statements", and realize that i'm not serious :p

The moment when i walk with ----- and you told me that you don't like if i'm with someone else that you guess he likes me. Haha then you show it up on timeline twitter. Ngakak tau gak liat alex marah2 gitu, orang aku sama dia gaada apa2 juga issshhh haha=D cemburu.bilang :p

Di bulan kelima ini juga kita jujur2an. About those "someone else" who always disturb us and time,we need much time together :')

And i loved when we always argue about "the emoticon".
Terus mungkin kebahagiaan bulan kelima ini berahkir waktu ret2. The best moment ever lah pokoknya.
Apalagi pas doa malem2 ituu,sedih bgt taugaksih,gak tau tar sma gimana:-( tapi kata kamu gak usah dipikirin. Eh malah kata kamu sendiri yang mikirin itu semaleman. Serba telat deh-_-
Dan setelah kejadian doa malem bareng itu langsung ngomongin masa depan dan langsung muncul kata2 "together-forever"({}) terus yang naik ayunan itu<3 dan semua muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanyalah pokoknya
Anddd i cant wait how the next month will be. Comin' soon!!

Retreat #55

last post : October 15 2012 --> udah berjamur kali ini blog -_-

HAIII
Sekarang udah susah banget nyempetin waktu buat nulis blog. Seakan waktu 24 jam itu kurang. Bangun pagi-pagi buta tar sampe dirumah udah sore, capek,  tidur sampe malem terus ketemu pagi lagi deh:( so sucks yea?

October 23-24-25 2012 : Retreat with #55 Lembah Karmel, Cikanyere and its means it is the last road trip with you guys:( Bakalan kangen banget-bangetan sama kalian({})
Waktu 3 hari  itu bentaaaar banget:( maunya lama-lama sama kalian disana tapi gakusah retreat(materi sama si Romo yang super bawel :p) tapi main main aja disanaa:(( AAA really miss that moment damn so much!!

Dari awal rencana retret kita pada ngeluh "Kenapa deket banget sih retreatnya cuma di puncak? bentar doang perjalanannya"
Pas udah dalam perjalanan ngeluh lagi "Pak, ini kapan nyampenya sih? Lama banget asdhavsdjhd"
#55 maunya apa coba? :')
Dan walaupun agak gak seneng sama pembagian busss nya tapi para genapers di bis 2 itu emang bener bener T-O-P B-G-T deh gak ada duanya.

Mulai dari yang kita dadah2 sama orang-orang di Pasar dengan pasang muka sange, terus divideoin sama orang arab, pokoknya ngegodain semua orang diluar pas lagi macet ntah itu dadah2 lah, ngata2in lah pokoknya semuamuanya.
Terus, teriakan kita pas seneng karena kita mau ke Cimory, tapi gak jadi gara2 orangtua udah pada telp2 marah2 ke bu Woro haha. Sampe Cawang pun kita masih terus teriak-teriak "CIMORY,CIMORY,CIMORY!!"
Film di bis 2 "film penyegar otak", yang gak tau itu film punya siapa, dan siapa yang suruh setel film itu ke kita, kita berprasangka buruk bahwa film itu milik suster wilma atau bahkan si Romo. Dan sampai sekarang pun kita belum mengetahui siapa pelaku penyegaran otak anak2 di bis 2 wakakakk =D
Kejadian lagi kalo si Ronald kentut berkali-kali dan baunya itu gak ilang-ilang. Parah banget!!
Terus si Elwan tiba-tiba teriak "JOGUN BAU JOGUN BAU JOGUN BAU" dan sebis pun ngakak kecuali si korban ;p
Rumah Masakan Padang Lampu Merah, Syumi, Warteg seberang jalan, Puyol, dan ZUMA pun dibawa-bawa =))

Sampe di vct baru setengah 7 an, balik dan langsung tepar sampe 3 hari. Capeknya bener2 gak ilang-ilang. Dan gue beneran sakit kecapean atau semacamlah, hari sabtunya ada birthday party dirumahnya urs. Minggunya gue sakit kronisss parah banget! Headache slowly killin' me inside. Dan ahkirnya senin terpaksa gue harus MEMBOLOSKAN diri ;p

SIP :|

loved

Have you been fed today?
Has anyone told you today that you are loved?
Has anyone made you feel appreciated and let you know how special you are?
Has anyone assured you that you are exactly who you need to be?

And that is simply doing, what you love to do, you are doing enough..
Has anyone reminded you that you didn't come here to prove anything?

You just came to be YOU, Just you
Because being you is enough...

You are one of a kind, a true original, a masterpiece of incomparable value
And without you, the world would be incomplete
Like a puzzle missing a crucial piece
And you are the only being in the universe who can fill that final space

Has anyone told you that the regrets of yesterday belong to yesterday?
And that right now in this one profound moment in time, you're perfect
As perfect as you were created to be..

Has anyone taken the time to let you know that you are infinitely smarter that you give yourself credit of being

And a thousand times more capable of achieving dreams than you believe yourself to be?

Has anyone told you that you should never,never, ever doubt your own worth?

Because even in those moments when you fell it the least, you are still wonderfully made..
And the is within every single cell of your being enough power to light the world.

God placed it there, the day you were born, and every loving thought you think..
Radiates forward, brightening the world and making it a better place to be

That's how powerful you are
That's how loving you are
So now, I ask you again

Have you been fed today?
Has anyone told you that you are truly loved?
If not, then won't you please let me be the one?

That feeling when you really needing someone who always besides you to hug you when you sad, to gives his shoulder when you need, to listen all  of your story, to hold your hands,to cares and loves you,for forever. Promise,but you never make it real, we're act like "fri-end",but we're not just a "fri-end", we're more than friend who loves each other,we're careless each other too, but...i think i can change it now, "you're just stranger,who i loved too much" 

Don't know how to express it. 

So,is that "hello stranger"/"hello fri-end who the most i loved" ?

Hello Stranger,EXACTLY!!