sucks night!

this night....aaasssshiitt. Never mind it happens. so sucks! I reallyyyy hate this feeling, that i felt everything is changes, is like no one can understand me, no one care to me, no one love me. i dont know what i do, every single time i have... i always think about him, but?did he think bout me too? i dont think so. i prefer to wasted my time with my friends than i must stuck in this condition, i dont know what should i do,always tryin to make it like the past. and today i feelin i spent my time just to sleep. i reached home at 6pm then i slept till 10am. what a night. i wake up then replying those text messages, and it makes me sooooooooo sdbhfvweljkdmndjsfbisufhwoihdnkjdamn!

Then ramoti was text me, he tell about his stories, then i asked me about my stories and then blahblahblah he give me some advice to faced this reality, then he recommend this song to me : 

Avenged Sevenfold-So Far Away

"Never feared for anythingNever shamed but never freeA life that healed a broken heart with all that it could
Lived a life so endlesslySaw beyond what others seeI tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could
Will you stay ?Will you stay away forever ?
How do I live without the ones I love ?Time still turns the pages of the book its burnedPlace and time always on my mindI have so much to say but you’re so far away
Plans of what our futures holdFoolish lies of growing oldIt seems we’re so invincibleThe truth is so cold"

actually i searched on youtube, and i think avenged sevenfold is not too bad, then i saw the other their songs....

Avenged Sevenfold-Dear God

"Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I’m not around,
when I’m much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I’d stayed
’Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired
I’m missing you again,once again"

Thankyouuu ram, it really made my night............................................more suck!:(

 

failed.

Hai.
Pengen kasih surprise buat si jelek.. bingung mau kasih paan. Tapi sekarang itu dia lagi cari buku Tintin Laut Merah katanya. Langka, tu buku itu susah banget nyarinya. semua toko buku pun sudah gue jajaki,dan hasilnya pun nihil-_-
Ide gue muncul buat nyari tu buku di kaskus, semua seller buku tintin udah gue smsin dan apa....
   "maaf gan udah ga restock lagi"
   "buku tintin laut merahnya abis gan", atau
    "kalo mau ada sih gan, nanti ane cariin tapi harganya jadi nambah 3kali lipatnya"
 hadeeeh. pusing gua!!!
 gue search di google. Anddddddd i got it! di website komikantik gitu, and you know what, sellernya ada di Bali. gue langsung sms masnya, udah deal harganya langsung transfer dan kirim hari sabtu kemaren. kata masnya bukunya baru sampe 4 hari kerja tapi hari senin kemaren papa teriak dari bawah
 "mbak, sini turun, papa punya hadiah nih buat kamu" 
dalam hati gue *wah tumben2 papa baik banget sama gue* "iya pah" gue turun. 
Terus papa sambil megang paket coklat terus baca keras2 "untuk frederica dinda dari david di bali". wanjirrr gue seneng banget. gue senyamsenyum sendiri. terlalu excited banget nerima paketnya. Finaleeeeeh setelah selama iniiiiii guee dapet jugaaaa aaaaaaaaa
Terus gue buka paketnya di kamar, and here is it..... Jengjeng

First plan sih mau kasih pas enip, tp lamaan dan karena enipnya tanggal merah jadinya sekarang aja. terus selasanya gue kasih. pertama seperti biasa... gue agak nyari masalah dikit lahh, supaya memperpanas suasana haha...biar dia agak kebawa kesel dikit lah :-) terusssss yaudah give it to him hehe... 
Maaf yaaa udah aku buat kesel, semoga suka yaa lekk :-p