im on my right way

WISH im on my right way.

Banyak banget keputusan yang harus dipilih.

Masing-masing punya sisi negatif dan positifnya tersendiri.

Tinggal tergantung kita mau yang mana.

Ini adahal hal yang berat menurut gue.

Kalo aja lo salah ngambil keputusan, lo bakal nyesel (sangat)

Tapi lo gak bisa kalo gak  pilih salah satu diantara mereka, life must go on bro

Bingung gak sih ?

Dan sekarang gue sedang di ujung "tanduk" pertimbangan yang amat besar (menurut gue)

Antara "moveon" atau "keep stayed".

Penting gak sih?

Bagi lo mungkin ini gak penting tapi buat gue ini menyangkut kelanjutan hidup gue(berlebihan, sangat)

Hehe gak gitu juga sih.

Gini nih :

MOVEON ::

+ Gak terbebani banyak pikiran

+ Gak suka galau sendirian sore-sore

+ Lebih konsen buat sekolah

- Udah terlalu banyak cerita di dalamnya, gue gak mungkin lupa

- Tetep bisa galau karena gak bisa lupa

- Waktu gue kebuang sangat banyak, dan gue ngelepasin gitu aja? gak mungkin

STAY :

+ Masih bisa terus ngobrol, walau cuma di sms

+ Lebih banyak menciptakan sebuah cerita menarik (lagi),eeeaaa banget gue

+ Meneruskan cerita "my first sight love"

- Gak tau kapan ceritanya berujung

- Masih BANYAK manusia lain yang membutuhkan gue, dan gue menolak mereka

- Intinya gue digantungin

Imbang kan tiga-tiga. Mampus aja deh gue.

Tinggal pilih atas atau bawah.

Dan gue HARUS pilih. SECEPATNYA. Sebelum semuanya terlambat.

Life must go on :')

gak jelas pooolllll

Sore ini.....
Tadi buka facebook buat nyari luisa di box chat facebook, tapi ternyata gak ada foto dia dipojok sana :D

Terus gue buka tab twitter, berniat untuk mention dia.

"@luisaniiaaa ol facebook doooonggggssss"

Ada bunyi chat dari facebook. Gue pikir itu luisa. Tapi gak taunya malah ada orang gak jelas kayak gini :

Kenapa banyak sekali orang di dunia yang stress akan hidupnya sendiri? Kasian mereka.

LOL!!!

 

9GAG.com

Love you so muchh :3

Love you so much................................................... <3 :D

Dolphin Fact #3

Dolphins are very smart creatures. They are fast learners, and can generalize about subject, just like pigs can. Dolphins sometimes have been described as being as intelligent as a two year old human child. Dolphins can even learn to understand complicated commands, even bits of language, which they can use to communicate in a simple way with their trainers.

WANTED :3 :

 LED LIGHT DOLPHIN :

LED Light Dolphin

BIG ITS BETTER (y)

Anyone have it? :'(

I want IT! 

I love dolphin too much :3

Random Fact #2

If I walk and talk with someone, eventually I will synchronize my steps with each other :D

Random Fact #1

Some people would say I'm pretty mad.

 Mad as in crazy. But to me, I'm normal.

 It's how I am. I dont "act" crazy nor am I crazy.

I'm me. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASTRID!

                       HAPPY BIRTHDAY
             MY BELOVED SISTAAAA {}
  VIRGINIA ROSA ASTRID DAMAYANTI


         24 APRIL 2006 - 24 APRIL 2012

here is my birthday girl :D

And here is her pict before the birthday party

keep unyu, jangan bawel-bawel dan jangan cengeng lagi yaa dek :)

He's finally got it right

What I want and I need and everything that we should be.

I'll bet she's beautiful. 

That girl he talks about, 

and she's got everything that I have to live without.

But I can't even see anyone when he's with me.

He says he's so in love. He's finally got it right.

I wonder if he knows...

He's all I think about at night.

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

He's the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing stars. 

Don't know why... I do.

Can he tell that I can't breath? 

And there he goes, so perfectly.

The kind of flawless I wish I could be.

She better hold him tight, give him all her love.

Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky. :')

Look BOY!
         You CAN'T play games 
                 with a girl
         who made the rules ;)

"So you see this world, doesn't matter to me. I'll give up all I had just to breath. The same air as you till the day that I die, I cant take my eyes off of you.

My whispers turn to shouting. The shouting turns to tears. My tears turn into laughter and it takes away our fears"

~Secondhand Serenade~

Aku Belajar

Aku Belajar Melupakan

Seseorang Yang Melupakan Aku

Aku Belajar Memaafkan

Semua Yang Menyakiti Aku

Aku Belajar Untuk Menjadi 

Yang Terbaik Untuk Orang

Yang Aku Sayangi

Tetapi Satu Yang Tidak Bisa

Aku Pelajari Adalah

Aku Harus Bisa Tersenyum

Disaat Orang Yang Aku Sayangi

Menyayangi Orang Lain

MENJAMUR

"23-27 April 2012 : Siswa kelas 7-8 belajar dirumah, karena ada Ujian Nasional untuk kelas 9. Dan kembali masuk seperti biasa tanggal 30 April 2012 dan kembali dengan jadwal semula"

Kata-kata ini yang bikin gue "menjamur dirumah.

Ada banyak "to-do-list" yang akan dilakukan minggu ini..............

Tapi gak tau bisa jalan atau enggak.

Semoga gak sampe jamuran gue minggu ini T_T 

ahhhh cepatlahh masuk sekolah, arrrggghhhhh

(wishicanseehimforthelasttimebeforehegoawayandicantevermeethimforever,wish it never happen)

asdjbasdkslkdj

I am good, but not an angel.

I do sin, but i am not the devil.

I am just a small girl in a big world,

trying to find someone to love.

-Marilyn Monroe-

To Be With You - Mr. Big

Hold on, little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up, little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on, baby, come on over
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you'll feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues 
Just to be the next to be with you

Build up your confidence 
So you can be on top for once
Wake up. Who cares about little boys 
That talk too much?
I've seen it all go down
The game of love was all rained out
Let me be the one to hold you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you'll feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues 
Just to be the next to be with you

Why be alone when we can be together, baby?
You can make my life worth while
I can make you start to smile
When it's through, it's through
And fate will twist the both of you
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you'll feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues 
Just to be the next to be with you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Let me be the one to show you

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you'll feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues 
Just to be the next to be with you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Let me be the one to show you

It means...

It means.......

rawr

CIN(T)A

Dear God,

in Your majesty, You create differences

in my arrogance, I question You wisdom

in Your mystery, you create temptation

in my inferiority, You make me more than I am
so here I am

surrender me in the agony of Your love

surrender me in the irony of Your law

lead me to the joy of love re-devine

teach me how to love You more

(:

Maybe it's you

Finally, i felt the sense of that "electricity" (again) 

when all of this serebrum fulfilled with a shadow 

of indescribable mystery of life.

How can i realize what should be realized before. 

It's too late. I've made a wrong decision. 

Made a wrong way of thought. There's no chance to rewind.

Now, what i can do is letting the life's story go on and on.
 See what it may takes. Hear what i should not hear.

Based on the harsh things above,

i would like to rebuild what am i tried to build in five years ago. DREAMS. 

Yeah,

i won't kill my dream for the second times with the same "wrong" way anymore. 

Killing a dream for another (fake) dream merely make you reach none of them.

uuh! 

TimeMachine, could you bring me back to any old days?

I'm lack of hopes for reaching what i wanna reach.

For believing what should i keep believes on.

I'm craving.

Keep on turning and searching what is missing.

Until i found what it hopes about.

The sense of "electricity" which running through my vein.

The shadow of  someone which creeps into my nights.

Have you ever think?

That shadow maybe,

it's you.

ualag no rettiwt

Kalo lo bingung sama title ini, tolong RT, haha

Sebenernya titlenya itu "galau on twitter" tapi dibalik :p

retweet if you tryin to read it again :D

Ternyata gue bisa galauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu di twitter.

Semaleman karena bosen belajar, buka hp, liat tweet galau terus gue  RT in aja semuanya, dan Timeline gue penuh dengan galauan. 

Haha emang agak gimana gitu yahh. Tapi gue akuin kalo ini galau segalau galaunya gue :p

.

Hm, sebenernya ini gak penting-penting amat.

Jadi gini, kan selama bulan april ini mau menahan godaan buat sms dia karena i dont want to be selfish, dia mau UAN.

Tetapi, seiring berjalannya waktu... 

There's someone filled my heart.

 I was afraid to like him. Seriously. :|

Dia sebenernya dateng gak disengaja. Dan itu cuma sebentar doang. But, i'd love his eyes. really love it!

There's something different with his eyes, its beautiful :)

I dont know how he felt on me, still the same as in the past or not.

I wish it's same like in the past. When he love me. hm, not love but like.

"Ketika orang itu pernah suka sama kita, kita malah tidak menyukainya" Sebaliknya lah yang terjadi sekarang.

Bingung.

Sangat.

When i want to forget "him", someone else come. Someone else filled my heart.

But, to be honest, gue masih suka sama si ag. 

I just afraid to love someone else.

I dont know what should i do.

What should i choose.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBBY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

BERNADETH DEBBY MAHARANI

09 APRIL 1998

maaf baru bisa ngepost sekarang padahal ultahnya udah lama :P

Jadi waktu itu kita (Angel, Michelle, Echa dan Dinda) berencana membuat kejutan buat birthday girl yang satu ini. Susunan acaranya adalah sebagai berikut :

1. Janjian / bisa dibilang kerjasama sama nyokapnya Debby buat susun rencana

2. Janjian di Toko Ikan Raden Inten (deket rumah Debby) pukul 7 pagi.

   Tapi kita baru ngumpul jam setengah 8, gara-gara ANGEL lama banget datengnya,rawr

3. Mempersiapkan kue kejutan untuknya

4. Mempersiapkan tepung kejutan untuknya

5. Jalan ke rumah Debby

6. Tanpa pencet bel(biar gak ketauan kita mau dateng)  kita langsung masuk ke kamarnya.

7. Buka kardus kuenya, pasang lilin "14", nyalain

8. Gak berapa lama Debby masuk ke kamarnya dan melihat kita membawa kue. Dia kaget. Langsung tutup pintunya. Dan masuk kamar mandi. Marah mungkin :s

Kita pikir kalo rencana kita gagal total. Namau, tidak demikian ternyata.

Debby keluar kamar mandi dan kita langsung tiup lilinnya.

Yeaayyyyy "HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBBY" 

Check it : http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=428509167175187

Setelah ituuu, kita punya kejutan kedua lagi.

Siram dia pake tepung.

Setelah make a wish dll. Kita ke bawah dan siram dia pake aer dan tepung yeayyy

Dan beginilah tampang melasnyaaa wkwkwk :D

Dan ini salah satu kegilaan kami 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBBY! :* {{}}

(D) (E) (D) (A) (M) :D

(D) for DEBBY

(E) for ECHA

(D) for DINDA

(A) for ANGEL

(M) for MICHELLE

  Bernadeth Debby

April 9 1998, 13 going on 14 years old

funny.kind.pretty.cute

Follow her on twitter : @DebbyDGC

Fransisca Theresia Djami

January, 29 1999 13 going on 14 years old

beautiful hair.funny.cool.pretty

Follow her on twitter : @frthrs

Angela Nugraheni

January, 25 1998. 14 going on 15 years old

captious.kind.pretty.excessive

Follow her on Twitter ; @anlhimi

Michelle Zeruscha Abigail

September 20, 1998. 14 going 15 years old

bracket.funny.pretty.captious

Follow her on twitter : @michelleprb

Love you guyss :) {{}}}

ma first dayy

Ahkirrrnyaaaa bisa buka juga, setelah sekian lama koneksi ke disconnect terus -_-
Today is the my worst dayy.....


Tadi pagi kesiangan, jadi berangkatnya buru-buru
And it's my first day going school (after 9 grade had school test). I met him.


I just want to tryin not meet him, but i cant. 
He want to make a "specialmoment" (again)
I hate his way. Everytime, i want to moveon, i cant, because..... THIS
Hard for me to forget him.
There's many memories, happiness, sadness inside.
JAHAT!


Okee lupakan tentang semua itu.....


Hari ini...


Pelajaran cuma bikin bosen, gurunya gak seru daaaaan ngantukk
Kebiasaan libur masih kebawa. yap bangun siang.....................
Selama liburan gue selalu tidur minimal jam 10 dan bangun jam 8. 
Tapi kali ini udah gak bisa lagi :(


Pelajaran 1 2 dibuka dengan ibu Rully, IPS. Pelajaran yang bikin ngantuknyaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Pelajaran 3 4 sama Sr. Wilma, rawr. Cuma ceramah yg bikin ngantukk jugaa 
Pelajaran 5 6 sama bu Woro, udah gak ngantuk :P karena udah istirahat
DAAAN...


Hari itu pelajaran ditutup oleh IBU AMELIA DESSY SETIANINGRUM, SPd 
(read: Echywomen) haha, Follow her on twitter @Echywomen. HAHA :D


There's many story from us :


Echa : bout Sara(afiel), yang bacot di sms, masih ngatain


Debby : "i can forget him", congratss ya Deb :)


Angel : "dapet target baru, 'cogan' "cieeee


Michelle : bout Digo, our friend on elementary, si ganteng :D


And ME : " i want to moveon guys :("




THANK YOU GUYS FOR THE SHARING :)) {{{}}}

m-o-v-e-o-n

"Letting go has never been easy, but holding on can be as difficult. Yet strength is measured not by holding on, but by letting go." ~ Len Santos


"Letting go isn't about giving up. It's about accepting that there are things that cannot be." ~ Unknown


All mankind is divided into three classes: those that are immovable, those that are movable, and those that move.
Benjamin Franklin 


Sebenernya masih banyak quotes tentang moveon~, tapi gue cuma ambil beberapa. 
Ini adalah salah-satu misi gue di bulan April ;(
Yeah i want to moveon...(wish i can do it)
There isn't a strong reason why i want  to moveon. But i think it's the best way.


Sebenernya udah sejak lama mau ngelakuin ini tapi selalu aja ada "special moment" that can make  me can't to forget him. 
As can as i remember, i want try to moveon until 5 times. But, yes, always FAILED.


Tetapi dengan mengumpulkan sejuta perasaan ini, semoga kali ini ada kata "SUCCEED"


Moveon ada hubungannya sama hopeless sebenernya. hehe :) emang yang ini yang sekarang gue rasain. There isn't a hope that i can reach. There isn't a way that i can allow. 
Gak ada gambaran lagi buat kesana karena gue hopeless :(


there's other girl filled your heart, wish you happy with your dream. yes, your DREAM, you can't act like what should you do to get closer with her. be happy with your dream.


that's is should i know :


"she is perfect, she is beautiful, she is everything you ever wanted, and SHE IS EVERYTHING IM NOT"


but you must know this :

I'm JUST... ME

wish i can do it ;)